Teetering on Drop Out

I can't take school anymore. I mean, it's not unreasonably hard, but it's stupid. It was stupid of me to pursue a degree I kinda don't give a shit about for a $10K stock bonus upon completion and add stress to an already unfun work situation.

My main motivation was to sell the stock and use the money as a down payment on a house. I was gonna go to school all through summer and fall in all-day saturday classes and be done and get my money and throw a big party...

I'm currently taking the hardest class in the program on saturdays and it's fucking killing me. The professor keeps us until the very end (8:30 am to 5 pm), and assigns us projects during our lunch break so we don't even have that to look forward to. White collar gulag.

I've started smoking cigarettes regularly now...again.

I'm clearly not on the path I want to be...but I don't know what else to do.

One thing's for sure...I'm not taking classes over the summer.